Dance To The Point Of our life (YISS 4e1 2005)

lala

2007-08-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!! blablabla..

HAPPY HOLIDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY WORKING
HAPPY STUDYING

HAPPY TEACHERS' day.

LETS GET SOMETHING FOR THE TEACHERS AGAIN!!!! whahahaha

Update

2007-08-06T11:52:00.001+08:00

Tell me the date so I can book..Please pass it around or ask around. Tell me the design is nice..

Yiling.

HAPPY birthday Clarence

2007-05-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CLARENCE!! STAY HANDSOME FOREVER!! STAY SMART FOREVER!! CONGRATULATION for being Offically 18 years old.

HOPE THIS WOULD BRIGHTEN UP YOUR DAYS.

SMile

2007-05-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

HAVE A HAPPY DAY PEOPLE.

NOTE

2007-04-20T13:24:00.000+08:00

Guys remember Bang hao?

He is going army on 14 June.

Do you think we should hold a party or celebration for him before we send him into the army?

ken's birthday

2007-04-02T15:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNETH LEE 18th birthday
Everyone must wish him.
May his wish come true and have a bright future.

who have his picture??post it please.

DUN BOTHER. Last post

2007-03-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

Yeah...its me again. Boring. Boring. Boring. Yeah i understand that some people had A level and cant post stuffs but people like Cz he at least tag. While some do not even came here and tag. blablabla i gave the password everything etc. what's the use of having it and does not use it.

I'm fine that everyone had their own things going on like being out with poly friend etc etc but not view this blog or came here to check out things or even try to update things that is a NO No thing. I do not expect u have to came to look at this blog everyday but at least make an effort to tag.

The purpose of this blog was to make sure we weren't lost contact with each other. Let people knows what u are doing and how are u doing in your life. Since everyone is so busy with their things, tagging is also a way to communicate rather than waiting in msn for some ppl to come and catch up with some updates.

Its takes at least 2 or more person to communicate but now it seems that it is the common few.

yah yah yah whatever! since no ones bother about this blog, I don't think I should bother about it too. Cause this blog has lost its purpose from the start. Sooner or Later this blog will dead.

Damn why am I saying so much when nobody even bothers other than cz and tommy. BYE

I couldn't be bother anymore cause I HAD MY OWN THINGS AND FRIENDS TOO.

Ruin my day

2007-03-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

Im sorry that i got to vent some of my ideas to this about this man/woman here because I do not know should call him/her a she or he.

Firstly of all i wanted to say to this person, is that i do not know anything. I know everything that u did, is just that i promise her that I cant say it out. In fact the things that i have interfere have been half a month back.

What I have no rights to interfere. U think u have meh. U think u have the rights to say her that she is slping ard with guys? I think u are the ones slping with girls. Who are u to her? bf or gf? u are not even her gf/bf. you are no one to her. what i think before I talk? want pick a quarrel at least talk with sense lah. THe minimum requirement of talking sense when u quarrel u have not even reach it yet. Go practice before u quarrel. What fuck fuck here and dere. veri nice arh. WAn talk fuck speak with proper english can. what fucking care, what fucking care are u referring to u.

So what are you trying to do now? picking a fight with me or what? I dare u come down to my house and talk face to face to me. what hiding at home? coward arh. acting like a guy?? U think i scare?? so what u got ur god-bro's gf and talk to her?? big shot meh?? B has more god-brother then u can. act big shot.

What i do not know any facts? What i duno anything dun interfere? I think u are the one dont know anything. dumb ass So are the facts u referring to? So what u trying to do now is shutting my mouth is it? Or saying that B is lying to me? what does B benefits when B lie to me? So now u trying to dispute my friendship with B izit?

Yah nothing to say den end with the quarrel that have ur good relationship with me. Nth to say den say it out. like a coward start and end ur own quarrel when u know u are at fault.

So now u cannot talk back to me, find B and vent ur anger isit? what are u trying to do? get ur god-bro's gf and tell B a novel on why u are reacting in this way arh? Arent u over-doing it? Be realistic lah. Instead of blaming ppl, reflect on urself lah.Picking a quarrel doesnt means anything. We are not ur venting anger machine lah.

Do u know that B lost all her friend and her life of going clubbing every night because of u? Now she left me as her friend can? wake up!! Cant u let B have a peaceful slp?? Let us have a peaceful life can?? IF u wan to go crazy, please go to woodbridge, the people there are more willingly then us to go crazy with u.

U r lucky that B forgive u for IMPLYING her that she is a chicken. No matter what situation u have no rights calling ppl chicken when she did not even do it. Why are u still alive, u shouldnt be living on this world. U cause people to have such thing called suffer, pain, lost of friendship etc etc. All these that cause ppl to have pain are from YOU. Go and die lah.

Someday if u have turn into an abusive person, i will not hesitate to call the police and get u to girls home and enjoy ur fuck. Or maybe jail. All range of females for u to fuck. They will let u understand what is a 'real' slping around with people. Bitch.

If i am a bitch, u are bitch-er then me for an thousands and millions times more than me. If bukit batok is a bitchy place, there is a church in bukit batok for bitchy people. Its a church that u grandma goes, isnt ur grandma a ahem. think before u insult can. U will insult others or even ur own family in another way can. Even mine sec school, the name of the person, it will gets u to jail. but i think u are more willingly to get urself into jail right bitch/jerk.

I have no discrimination against the way u are okie! I believe that all people of ur kind will not be like u. I believe they will treat their gf thousands and millions much nicer way compared to u.

I believe that ppl who knows the facts would want to whack u up, slap u left right up down not much lesser than I do. Keep a look out on the road. someday if u die on accident, dun blame me. DUn even find faults on me.

I have cool down liao..peace..

Actually i have a veri peaceful and happy day today not until this bitch/jerk came messaging me and want to start a quarrel.

See bitch..did u see how u ruin people's day?? REFLECT!!! When i say this, I am not afraid telling who am I saying about U!

posted by yiling

craps

2007-03-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

Its me again.

How boring it is when I'm the only one who blogs here again!

Besides I think only cz and I are the only ones reading. How sad it is.

maybe someday we shall Have a stay over at someone house. It would be fun. But too bad. This yr cant.

Everyone seems to be busy.

Anyway it seems that I always forgot to change the password to log into the school wireless, mails and etc. Its so irritating that I have to go back school and do it. It is simply waste of mine transportation fare. Why must we always change password for every semester? Its kind of irritating that every end of semester or new semester I had to waste mine time and think of new password that I have not use before.

Ahh.. its some of my crappy thoughts again..when will I ever stop it? Isn't rotting at home is a waste of time too.

HOLIDAYS S***

2007-03-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

Holiday.

It has been since a long time since this blog has been updated.

Currently all poly students are having holiday.

And

I AM SICK OF IT.

Remember those days, we are always looking forward to school holidays and planning what we are going to do with friends or rather family.

NOW
I cant help thinking that I am paying school fees for holiday. I am not looking forward to school holidays anymore. I felt shitty for having such a life style.

Ive been staying at home for 4 full days. Morning till night and night till morning. arghhh.. I cant stand this life style.

Initially before the start of holidays, I was thinking of playing from morning till night but some people are so uncooperative. They even back out for activities. They rather work than play!!! For goodness sake. We are still young can..Get a life..for once in a while we must PLAY!!!! oh please man..

LEARN AND PLAY WHILE YOUNG!!! We have 1 life, we live once and young once. You will never finish earning money for your whole life.

So play while you can.

That is my perceptive.
ps. I'm just angry that is all.

Anyway guys how are your hoildays or school days?

Zz birthday.

2007-02-10T10:45:00.001+08:00

NEW POST!!!

ahhh so fast China-new year is coming soon. so guys! when are we going china-town and play? When are we going to play until we drop dead??

My life right now is so boring. I don't want to work because I don't want to get involve in any work nor School activities right now. I dun even wan to go school cause I dun like the facilitator Haiz my life is still freaking long which is irritating. Changing class every semester sux. Should I say it is causing more stereotype type people or having less stereotype people.

Shit man in a way I should be more stereotype in this way maybe I could have make "machi". "Machi" simply means best friend that you can talk anything under the sun and play anything in this world.

In a way of not being stereotype mean your social circle is widen. More friend better exposure to the world.Haix.. So fan.

Things aren't going smoothly recently. This pissed me! Soon I am going to be in second year. This school seriously look like being in the working society; going for upgrading course which is some workshop like writing a very professional emails and forcing yourself to be initiative joining all kinds of activities which you do not even like it at times. Even going for some interview there will be extremely competitive people like a difference between a executive and a sales person.

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ZZ!!!!!
ps. this represent 9 feb
It is on 9 FEB leh!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZZ LAO BAN. REMEMBER OUR SALARY!!!!
18 liao dont any how do what you like! Good luck in A level this year. We know you can do it. famous liao cannot pretend that we don't exist in your life hor.

First day of the month

2007-02-01T17:53:00.001+08:00

DEAD BLOG!!!!

Stomach flu is killing.It is a horrible virus. It was a plain torture for me and my Mum for the past few days. Both of us cant sleep well till yesterday. After changing of medicine, I am able to have a proper sleep. No coughing through out the night. Whoa!

I was afraid that I would die because it was so serious that I almost fainted and I couldn't breathe after vomiting the only food that I ate through out the day.The fever went high and low. It was so high that it was going to burn my brain and it was so low that I was breaking cold sweat in a cold weather.The nausea could not stop and my mum had to force me to eat because I had loss my appetite. Now I had to take more medicine than food. Now in my mouth it only has the taste of medicine and I am quite disgusted by it.

Anyway anyone interested to go Chinatown??

dead blog

2007-01-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

i think i know why the blog is kinda dead now.cause ppl has so much to do.especially for the junior college ppls,this is their most impt year ever-freaking a levels.
but i guess its only right for me to say that admist all the studying and trngs,especially that yh in aust,we shld really set time for ourselves to relive the memories of the good old days where we sing :"we'll build a better world tomorrow!"

prison break

2007-01-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah!
and also, prison break SEASON 2 episode 13 and to the final end FINALLY came out in the 22nd JAN.WAHAHA! rock man!
anyone who wants the full series of the season 2 can tell me.:)

Encircling around Emails.

2007-01-25T17:36:00.000+08:00

Who would know that e-mails would be so important to me in this two years part of my life?
Tutorials, lecture slides and other additional notes and answers are all viewed through e-mails after e-mails. Sometimes if I forget to check the e-mail, then something will happen the very next day.
Now come to think of it, its rather scary. Printer no ink? Internet connection broke? That's it, -you're doomed. Although it may be wise to think that HA, I can read the notes through the computer. But reading through the computer can be very tiring for the eyes in fact.
A laureate came to talk to us today about some theories about The Mental Mind which was purported to be rather useful to us as students. Well, it all went the same as all other talks, as boring as can be. Also, aspects about how to be a sedulous student was being taught. We were in fact being sceptical about the statistics that were shown.
The rain today again spoilt the fun for sports! All set ready for a game of tennis, then came the light rain, slowing transforming into a heavier one. Though we did not mind, but the floor all went wet, forget about the game man! The soccer D court was filled, as usual, with so many players. Forget that too. In the end we played soccer indoors, which was as fun as playing outdoors.
Then came back the rugby guys from their friendly match with rjc. My friend came back limping from jumping. Also, he was bruised on the side of the forehead, as though he had been whammed severely.
School ended VERY late today. Latest in the week in fact.
On my way home I saw my friend from sajc. My, he's now a volleyball player!haha, so unexpected!

lessons and fun

2007-01-24T21:50:00.000+08:00

Greetings,

The fraternity of GP teachers were all on strike today!
As usual, boring lessons were on the list today, all packed and we only have one miserable break. Today was rather different I would say, different in the sense of the nonchalence behaviour of the principal. Normally he would have loads of 'advice' to rattle and tell, however for today, his vehement feelings seemed to have been washed with water.
Thereafter, tennis and soccer was on the go! Tennis first. Under the hot scorching sun, we took up the rackets to play a game of singles followed by doubles. My friend and I was in the lead with a score of 40-15. Then came an overturn of events, and soon, the deuce was broken by the opposition team. What a waste! But more disappointment was avoided as we had won the other 4 sets of the game!cheers! It was really a gratifying game. Next was soccer. Time seemed to have passed so quickly and we had wanted to play longer. 4-a-side, we borrowed the ball from the council room and before we knew, my friend took the ball up up to juggle it with his 'professional' skills. My! The game was disturbed by the roar of thunder, followed by strikes and then rain. We ran to the shelter awaiting the rain to stop. It did not. There went our interesting game. So many goals were scored(because it was held in the basketcall court).
Then after, we called it a day.
And also, my friend was laughted at by the draconian DM for his funky hair.HAHA

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obstacles

2007-01-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

for me i think the past week has been a torture for me.
i think that the most hard to conquer obstacle is the one of emotion.it really saps all of ur energy and drains the very bit of life out of the usual chirpy person.i know it caus its wad i've been experiencing from december on..this sucks!
on top of this,there's this very stressful swim teacher to manage.taking the fact i've alrdy bastarded one of my 12 demerit points.which kinda sucks!1/12-which means one step closer to being suspended and being ripped off my vice captaincy.cause i snapped at one of the 2 swim teachers.but i feel better after tat.i don know whether i can really say that snapping at a teacher is a good thing since after snapping i feel happier(honestly)..
but i guess the thing that really spurred me to go on despite this lousy week and by the fact that i was sick was due to the company of my friends.they were there to comfort me control me and really sit down to talk thru all the problems i've faced for this whole week.i cant thank them enough!also it is from them that i can actually find that courage to apologise to tat swim teacher..
guys,i think u shld really treasure all the friends around u with care and concern.make new friends but consolidate the old ones.it is the old ones that really understand feel and care for u when u're really desperate for comfort.
they're also the source of energy to continue this hectic year.mayb its just my school but its quite tought to handle swim stuffs having almost a full attendance for trngs academics and relationships..life has just got better to know more friends and more thus more happiness!!haha!friends are really there to help u thru each obstacle!really!

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2007-01-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

I'VE DONE WITH THE CONSTRUCTION!!!

CONGRATS TO ME AND EVERYBODY!!!!

however there is some errors here. sorry

2007-01-18T16:07:00.000+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUSTION

dada

2007-01-15T23:31:00.000+08:00

This blog pink is damn hot.

I like it..haha..

Anyway I had finished my open house shifts which was on sat and sun. After all the role play was nothing, it is alright compared to my friends who acted as a ghost when ard the school scare visitor. But I think the cos-play was fun. I saw this Naruto's friend sasukae and i shouted. Sasukae kind of reply me in Japanese which cause me to be shock. Anyway i made some new friends who are my friend s's friends. Kind of fun and bored at the same time. I went around the school to collect some free gives and school logo. Haha its kind of rare and some we had to pay money for it.

Today i went to my cousin's primary school and i saw some kids playing. I'm like whoa..they were damn active and talkative. Unlike me. They have handphone. whoa!!envy!!! I only have it when I were in secondary one. How I wished I could go back in time.

Before that I had a few hours tour in around CCK area because I took the wrong bus. I went into the LRT without checking where it was heading. I only knew it when I heard a bunch of secondary kids saying going to Lot1 and played. How blur can I be! Someday i might died without knowing why I am dead.haha

By the way who is interested in learning squash/diving/sailing/wake boarding/ trying parachute or rock climbing any of these tell me alright?

motto

2007-01-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

the past we inherit;
the future we create;
but for those who work and play;
the best is yet to be

clown

2007-01-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

"clown"- if u mean it angrily, it really insults that intended person.
stupid clown swim teacher of mine!telling my friend that he's useless!can i question whether this is the job of a teacher or in this case a teacher-in-charge of a CCA?this is totally nonsense!worse than nonsense i guess!clown face,fully equipped with clown specs and a clown like voice!stupid teacher!how can he say that?he wouldnt have known my friend that well cause he only teaches him the breast-stroke!and making matters worse he's the kind of teacher who attacks ur mentality.and if u have a weak mental health,u would just be affected by wad he says and even more when he says u r useless!
i think he's such a coward cause whenever he wants to say something abt our strokes,he tells it to another,comparatively more vocal teacher,who will tell us abt our mistakes.is this the kind of attitude a teacher is supposed to have?he's also the kind that tries to change our way of things.for a very good example:friday trng!he wanted to switch people in one lane to another.i mean wad the point when ppl have alrdy gone thru one set and not having problems with the lane they are in?how senseless!and this is so not wad a chem teacher's supposed to have right?what they said during the pe talk's incredibly true-high iq low eq!how can a TEACHER moulding the future of the country's only resource do such a thing-telling a STUDENT that he's useless?

friends

2007-01-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

friendship lasts forver!
i have jus experienced something out of the ordinary!it is thru friends that u will survive thru the year, share ur sorrows and joys with!and some even one step further,will share the very person you admire.

THese few days in school

2007-01-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

FUCK off lar!!!

I got role play for the open house got to entertain the kids for 2 shifts 2 days respectively. bloody hell. lucky the other 2 shifts i will the student leader leading a grp of sec 4s to play the games. Its is this saturday and sunday larz!!!

Damn it. Got to sacrifice my image and get the 4 points. arghhhhsss.. Just hope that it would be fun. Otherwise I would have to stab myself a few times and I will be happy.`

Having role play its hard lar. Fuck. I've got to draw mustache and tie two plaits. Because mine role play was acting as a maid and a scholar.

pray hard that none of my friends would see my role play. cause the main purpose of role play was to spice up the atmosphere during the game. So I can imagine myself being a clown or like a dumb dumb saying "hello! I am the maid, Xiao Hua" in a veri gentle voice and "Hi! I am scholar, zhen cong ming. My interest is reading book ask me any questions if you want" in a very coarse voice.

I cant imagine I am doing that. Its boring went for the activties alone.But I JUst hope that I would be able to make new friends again.

Anyway this school of mine has its own branding shop selling clothes, accessories and laptop bag and pills. The shop name is call SUI. All the stuffs that were sold were design by our students. Its damn cool. There is this laptop case that I saw today. whoa! damn nice! I like the branding logo. Anyway this SUI shop was in the news yesterday as it was the shop opening ceremony and the library mass mailed to all students and staffs today. That was how I find out that it was in the news. During the opening ceremony, it was freaking noisy that i cant concentrate doing my presentation slides and some of my friends were like scolding vuglarity all the way saying that how small this shop was.

I just found that my sec 1 lit teacher Mr Ivan Oh was facililating in mine school. He had quite a high post. I'm like whoa! Lol linda went to do research on him in the school which was like freaking funny cause she saw him from a distance and was quite unsure of it. Haha.. Linda is so adorable by doing that.

How is your day

2007-01-10T10:25:00.000+08:00

How is school everyone?

Well to me school is tiring within these few weeks and I am counting down to holiday. I am lookingo forward towards hoilday as well as worried for my science module. I am striving hard to achieve my target this year too!! So..school is kind of tiring everyday.

Anyway I had a dog named Lily. Its freaking adorable show you. It is a bigger( breed)
Cute isnt it. Its a female puppy.

Anyway i have to continue later.. presentation time..byezz

More people update this mouldy blog!!!

Meaning of flowers

2007-01-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

Have U tried to find out what each and individual flowers represent? REad it and find out!

Common Name	Meanings

Acacia	Beauty in retirement; Friendship; Concealed love: Chaste love
Agapanthus Allium	Love Unity; Humility; Patience
Alstroemeria	Wealth; Prosperity; Fortune
Ambrosia	Your love is reciprocated
Amaryllis	Pride; Splendid Beauty; Timidity
Anenome	Forsaken; Expectations
Aster	Symbol of love; Daintiness; Afterthought


Baby's Breath	Pure of heart; Innocence
Begonia	Beware
Bluebell	Humility; Everlasting love

Caladium	Great joy and delight
Camellia	Gratitude; Perfection
Camellia (blue)	You're a flame in my heart
Camellia (pink)	Longing for you
Camelia (white)	You're adorable; Perfected loveliness
Camellia (red)	Unpretending excellence
Carnation	Fascination; Womanly love; Devoted love
Carnation (Red)	My heart aches for you; Admiration
Carnation (Pink)	I'll never forget you; Woman's love
Carnation (Purple)	Capriciousness
Carnation (Striped)	Sorry I can't be with you; No; Refusal; Wish I could be with you
Carnation (White)	Innocence; Sweet and lovely; Pure love; Woman's good luck gift; You're adorable
Carnation (Yellow)	Rejection; You have disappointed me
Chrysanthemum	Cheerfulness; You're a wonderful friend; Rest; Loveliness; Abundance; Wealth
Chrysanthemum (Red)	I love you
Chrysanthemum (Yellow)	Slighted love
Chrysanthemum (White)	Truth
Crocus	Youthful gladness; Cheerfulness

Daffodil	You're the only one; Regard; Unrequited love; The sun shines when I'm with you
Dahlia	Dignity; Elegance; Good taste; Instability
Daisy	Innocence; Loyal love; I'll never tell; Purity; Gentleness; Romance
Delphinium	Big hearted; Fun

Fern	Secret bond of love; Fascination; Sincerity; Magic
Forget-Me-Not	Faithful love; Undying hope; Memories; Do not forget; True love
Freesia	Innocence; Trust; Friendship

Gardenia	Purity; Sweet love; You're lovely; Secret love; Refinement
Geranium	Folly; Stupidity
Gladiolus	Strength of character; Sincerity; Generosity; Natural grace
Gloxinia	Love at first sight
Grass	Submission

Heather (Lavender)	Admiration; Solitude
Heather (White)	Protection; Wishes will come true
Hibiscus	Delicate beauty
Holly	Foresight; Domestic happiness; Defence
Hyacinth	Games; Sports; Rashness
Hyacinth (Blue)	Constancy
Hyacinth (Purple)	Please forgive me; Sorrow
Hyacinth (Red / Pink)	Play
Hyacinth (White)	Loveliness; I'll pray for you
Hyacinth (Yellow)	Jealousy
Hydrangea	Thank-you for understanding; Frigidity; Heartlessness

Iris	Faith; Wisdom; Valour; Promise; My compliments; Hope; Message
Ivy	Wedded love; Fidelity; Friendship; Affection

Jonquil	Affection returned; Sympathy; Desire; Love me

Lilac (Purple)	First emotion of love
Lilac (White)	Youthful innocence; Purity; Modesty; Virginity; Majesty
Lily (Calla)	Beauty
Lily (Day)	Conquer
Lily (Eucharis)	Maiden charms
Lily (Tiger)	Sweetness; Humility; Return of happiness
Lily of the Valley	Pure; Modest


Magnolia	Love of nature; Nobility; Dignity
Marigold	Grief; Cruelty; Jealousy; Sacred affection; Despair
Moss	Maternal love; Charity

Narcissus	Stay as sweet as you are; Egotism; Formality

Oleander	Caution; Beauty; Grace
Orange Blossom	Purity; Innocence; Eternal love; Marriage; Fruitfulness; Loveliness
Orchid	Love; Beauty; Refinement; Beautiful lady; Flower of magnificence

Palm Leaves	Victory; Success
Pansy	Thoughtful reflection; Merriment
Peony	Bashfulness; Happy marriage; Prosperity
Petunia	Resentment; Anger; Your presence soothes me
Phlox	Our souls are united
Pine	Hope; Pity
Poinsettia	Be of good cheer
Poppy	Eternal sleep; Imagination; Oblivion
Poppy (Red)	Pleasure
Poppy (White)	Consolation
Poppy (Yellow)	Wealth; Success
Primrose	I can't live without you
Primrose (Evening)	Inconstancy

Rose (Red)	Love; I love you; Respect; Courage
Rose (Pink)	Perfect happiness; Gentility; Grace; Please believe me
Rose (Deep Pink)	Thank you
Rose (Light Pink)	Admiration
Rose (Yellow)	Friendship; Joy and happiness; Jealousy; Trying to care; Gladness
Rose (White)	Innocence; Purity; Heavenly; Secrecy; Silence; Charm
Rose (Peach / Coral)	Enthusiasm; Desire
Rose (Orange)	Enthusiasm; Desire
Roses (Red & White)	Unity
Rose (Single Red)	Simplicity; I love you
Rose (Long Stemmed)	I will remember you always
Rose (Short Stemmed)	Sweetheart; Girlhood
Roses (Assorted Colours)	You're everything to me
Roses (Mature Blooms)	Gratitude

Spider Flower	Elope with me
Statice	Sympathy; Remembrance
Stock	Lasting beauty; Bonds of affection; Promptness; You'll always be beautiful to me
Sunflower	Adoration; Pride; Sunshine
Sweet Pea	Delicate pleasures; Goodbye; Blissful pleasure; Departure; Thank you for a lovely time
Sweet William	Grant me one smile; Gallantry

Tulip	Perfect lover; Fame; Love; Passion
Tulip (Red)	Believe me; Declaration of love
Tulip (Yellow)	There is sunshine in your smile; Hopeless love
Tulip (Variegated)	Beautiful eyes

Violet	Modesty; Faithfulness; Virtue
Violet (Blue)	I'll always be true; Watchfulness
Violet (White)	Let's take a chance on happiness

Water Lily	Purity of heart
Wisteria	Welcome

Xeranthemum	Eternity; Immortality

Zinnia	Thoughts of absent friends

Flowers, flower everywhere. Understand it!!

Posted by tenten

3rd

2007-01-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

PICTUREs of rainbow that I saw on 010107. I hope that it brings you a better year this year. I saw 2 rainbow also.

Pictures time......

Well hope you guys will have a Good PiG year this year.

Posted by Yiling

memories

2007-01-03T22:27:00.000+08:00

u know every time i type class of 2005, it never fails to remind me of the days..the days where i argue with NCZ over the most trival matters, the morning assembly taking care of classes.its just amazing and wonderful.

and now when i see people wearing the YI pe shirt while trying hard to learn the mass dance(in my school), it further triggers this train of thought about how i eventually landed up in an unwanted secondary school..the first day of orientation with all the SLs..the time i was made a prefect..the first time i went into the staff office..the first time i knew the meaning of detention..so enjoyable thinking of them.it has also given me this sudden realisation that time does fly.

really,how time flies.sooner than u know it,people are getting married and working, trying very hard to fend for ourselves.

i guess the rat race started when we entered this world, taking our first breath, letting off our first cry..and we're in the process of completing it. now, life seems so meaningless. but with the jigsaw puzzle of friends, a whole new picture of life just, literally, appears just in front of u..life without friends is the same as life without colours.

On my way home…

2007-01-03T00:08:00.001+08:00

I was on my way home walking along this route where I use to run my 2.4km. I then walked in between yiss and the basket ball court I don’t know why, but I lifted my head up and looked at the yiss building. Under the dim moonlight, I could see the lights of one of the classrooms still on and I could see shadows moving around the room. Soon memories begin to recollect.

These were the few beautiful memories which I remember…

Jonathen said fuck you to mr tan during sec 3, because mr tan said please stop being so noisy and please sit down
Jonathen told miss widya that his eng tuition needs the dictionary so he never bring
Jonathen favorite phrase “Y u hit me!”
All of us sleeping during phy lesson
Mocking at mrs goh (always call her gold fish)
Laughing at mrs goh english
Miss widya calling Clarence and yu heng muppets cos they keep bitching
Miss widya calling guo liang anf wee kian yellow boys cos they always wear yellow
Miss widya called Kenneth lee elvis presily thnx to his long side burn
Miss widya just for laughs
“I where got shout at you” Mrs Soh bellowed as she yellow her lungs out at eddy.
Mrs Soh fell off the broken chair
Mrs Soh said, I like sean cos my son name is sean
Shu ting and Nadirah dancing with the fluffy feather cloths ment for decoration
Laughing at that damn ugly miss flamingo who keeps looking at herself at out class mirror.
Shu Ting Ronald nadira Gabriel and bang hao laughing at this guy who strip half naked at the bb court near our sch, we call him fat lar, then he say if u dare u come down, then they replied if u dare u come up, then use the power ranger mask and say neh neh ni pu pu
Tommy is called tommoy thanks to Thomas
Mrs Soh huge diamond ring which she always show off
Mr chow keeps claming hes a rocker
Miss widya dancing in circles before the bell rings
Miss ng ping leng keep hitting us with her books
We went up and said bah bah and mehh mehh at miss widya cos she wanted us to apologize sheepishly..

I guess there are just so many funny things happening, if u rmber more leave comments ok?

posted by cz

beginning [of a new school year]

2007-01-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

ahh!!this sucks big time!i think its the ebb of my life!and this is the a levels year too!shucks shucks!all u people out there taking the a levels i wish u the best of luck![u seriously needa tap on every luck avaliable in order to make it through this year...]i suddenly have this feeling of excitment to meet those two people from our alma mater!ahh!!muz really congratulate them...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2007-01-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

Its a new start of our blog on 01/01/07

A new year for new start,
A new start means more challenges.
And We are old again!!!! 18 years old and soon we will be 19 years old and soon 20 and so forth.

Time really flies we have been away from YISS for a year plus. haiz.

I wonder how long this blog will last as people will get sick and tired of it.

ANYWAY
2006 has just turn into a folder of our memories and we welcome new challenges in 2007

so....

BYE BYE 2006

WELCOME 2007

revelation

2006-12-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

revelation-the end
2-0-0-6 has just a little more than 24 hours left to 'live'!thinking back,it has been a fast year..the first day at orientation in my school and the next think i know here i am publishing this entry.it just happens in and instant and looking forward into the year of 07,many challenges awaits me-be it countless tests and examinations coupled with training sessions and school nationals to conquer,i sure gives me the chill up my spine.sometimes you think working in a hotel serving tourists would be a much happier job,but i think its just as stressful if not more.every job,including the job of being a student,has the same amount of challenges,workloads and stress to juggle with..they say that being a student is the easiest job around!i beg not to differ.think it through--every thing has been laid out for us!all we need to do is to do it well and POOFF! its all done and over!take tests and examinations as a way to instill the word D-I-S-C-I-P-L-I-N-E into your stubborn mind and soul.this word might just be the one to let you surge forward to et that special thing or that special someone!

thinking about the first day of school has let me into this channel of thought of figuring out the reason why or how come people from YISS can actually come to my school.i'm not trying to be arrogant or whatsoever but i'm just surprised!i mean like no one knows about my school except if you're playng any sport or just from a prestigous sceondary school unlike YISS(no offense).sigh!but seriously,i vowed to myself that i really must catch a glimpse of those TWO students who have made it big for our alma mater.the thought of it just amazes me.but one must seriously note that they have made it here through sheer hard work and grit,unlike someone who got into my school through DSA.its kinda intimidating thinking of it..

oh my gosh!i suddenly have this fear that next year,which comes in just a few hours will be one hell of a year!ADVANCED LEVEL EXAMINATION!its simpler just reading the name of the examination!i'm serious!its kinda difficult trying to survive my school examinations and the countless test;what more the freaking A levels?oh my gosh!this is one ultimate barrier or obstacle that i have to overcome with the help of my friends reaching far and wide and high and low.luck is everything i need.I'M DESPERATE for every inch of luck there is!

to God be the glory,the best is yet to be

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2006-12-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

hello!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

so long no see!!! haha

I am still in Hong kong right now. I Simply love hong kong and had fun but I kinda of hated my family. so BIAS.. why must i always be the one buying things for people and spending the less money for myself while someone who is a guy had the chance to spend more and buy more things for himself and do not care about those gifts. Wateva lar in short i hated GUYS.

SUX!!!

INTERNET IS FREE DOWN HERE!!!! DISNEY IS BORING!!!!

tata.

once again

HOHOHOHO!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

trigger

2006-12-20T17:50:00.000+08:00

trigger: an events that precipitates other events..
after enjoying a long holiday,it has come to my realisation that there are tonnes of holiday homework YET to be done!should i be frighting?sigh!i'm confused,especially with all the things happening around me..oh dear,everything seems to be as important as completing my holiday homework..this is so bad!i'm kinda stressed and all.
anw,i don have the inspiration to do what i am supposed to do now...what the f**k is wrong with me?AHH!!

I cant believe how stupid I can get…

2006-12-19T22:21:00.001+08:00

I really cant believe how stupid i can get. I actually forgot to add my control sample to run the gel electroporation test! SHIT! If you ask me, its as bad as having 10 new pens and out of all the 10 pens, you brought a pen which ran out of ink to a final year biology or history test where you have to write pages and pages of long essays!

Come to think of it, it not as bad as forgetting to bring your pen. Ultimately, you could still raise your hand and borrow one. Infect, it should be, you trained like crazy for months before a race and while you are at the lead and coming to the end while the rest are like 200m away, you tripped and fall. If you tripped because you lost balance suddenly or had a leg crap or even tripped over a rock, while, you can be forgiven. BUT if you tripped because you took a bigger step suddenly, which you should not have because you are already leading, and fall while the rest past you, then you should start cursing and swearing yourself.

That how serious the mistake a made was. What makes me feel more stupid was that i was repeatedly taught not to let my guard down like so many times. First was when i was an OGL where Mr Leow taught us that we should always be alert and look out for our campers even if i was after JJ night. Second time was when Lana told me to get all my protocols clear before doing anything for it would be really stupid to make a mistake if you do your experiment wrongly. Third was when Shyan nagged at me telling me that i should always look and refer to my notebook before doing anything.

Seriously, i am really pissed with myself. Making it worst, i made the same mistake once before in another experiment. Learning it so many times and repeating it is definitely a no no. I really should go to the nearest wall and start banging my head against it now.

I then taught of going home and just sleep so that tomorrow would come and i could start everything a new. Guess what? While walking down this road, it started to rain HEAVILY and i had no umbrellas with me. When i was no where near from home. I ran to the wet market and walked to the furthest shelter place i could. I then found myself standing outside this car repair shop. When i stopped to think, the light outside the shop went off. FUCK.

posted by ncz

clowns

2006-12-18T13:47:00.000+08:00

anger is one letter short of danger.
i totally agree.amidst all the fun and laughter we had during our annual december class chalet,we still faced some disappointments.this disappointments eventually relates into anger moments!and when one gets angry diaster would befall on anger-ee.
all those guilty asses out there better hear this!and i quote:"say come then don come".isnt it the same as not fulfilling one's promise?it makes matter worse when ppl who came HAVE to pay more to cover the cost of the chalet?is this the cost of having fun and experiencing pure joy when every one in the chalet have already took time of their hectic schedule to come for the chalet?
this also includes those forgetting to pay for their part of the chalet!not remembering is not a good reason to cover your forgetfulness isn't it?does your present teacher accept ypur reason that you have forgot to do your homework or does your team mates accept the reason that you have forgot to do your part of your project?
all this seriously just goes to show how much responsibility each individual have and how much you're worth eventually.do some serious reflections and just realise how much quality you have inside than outside.

CHALET!!!!

2006-12-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHUENG CHUN!!!!!!!!!

Alright. Just nowi found a chinchila. Ao poor thing!!! IT has a very rough fur, i think that it has been out loitering on the street for days. sob sob sob. Now We have temporary adopted it. This chinchila cost 1.6K leh.. how can they be so careless. Poor thing. Haha i must take

SIAN I STILL DO NOT kNOW WHAT TO BUY FOR CHALET.

HAHA Time to publicize again

DATE: 15 - 17 DEC

VENUE: EAST COAST PARK BLOCK D ROOM 7

BBQ is on 16DEC

BBQ --> $10 bucks
1 Night --> $16
2 Nights --> $24

ps: bring watevea games you have to the chalet alright???

pine

2006-12-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

'pine' is a pun!
hahah!i'm feeling lost and am pining for that someone.i don know what is it but i just feel tat i need to see that someone so that this pine will just flow away.without this dose of sight,its as though an unquenchable fire,burning me from within.this fire has killed all enthusiasm to kickstart each and every day..how boring life can get?
boredom has just consumed my happiness,robbed me from enjoying the splendor life has to offer.wat could be the root cause of this u ask..the answer's beyond my perception.

sigh!pine,though just a tree uproots all lustre life has to offer.

bob

integrity

2006-12-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

integrity means honesty and honesty just goes to show ur character.
but is this all that a leader needs so that u have so called willing to listen followers?
sigh i guess.
who tries not to cheat during trng?who does not try to shorten our time suffering in the pool under the hot scorching sun with us all being kinda half died?who doesnt i ask?ppl may just say u shldnt try to slack cause it'll affect ur performance and such like but these ppl just think that we have an infinite pool of energy we can tap on or these people are just fit enough to continue doing?this is just too disgusting for me to accept.i mean ARGGH!why cant the stupid teacher accpet this fatal fact?why why?
anw,i multi tasking-watching swimming from the asian games and trying to publish this post. but its kinda cool swimming or lets just say competing with world class athelets.they're just kinda hot too and they're very friendly!whoa whoa!they all have nice competition suits coupled with a nearly flawless bod and nearly prefecto strokes!like u need to redefine hot man!oh ncz,u shld watch them doing their fly.its kinda like the standard we follow.omg,i just realised how nice their kicks are.so wavy and flexible!AHH!!this is so intimidating!!

frustation

2006-12-03T22:37:00.001+08:00

Im frustrated of the module selection.

Wth. Should i take the easy way out follow what the school recommend or think more.

Because i had 4 days school next year. The one day is for profession profiling which i do not even know what the hell is that thing plus creative enagement which i hate it thousand over time. going talks doesnt help in that. Im pissed with it.

Now i do not know anything. there are so many questions about it such as
If i choose elective, should i choose something that is not related to my diploma or related to it. If it is non diploma which is useful and what to choose?
If I had elective will i able to cope with it?
Will my grades be affected?
How is the time like for professional profiling?
What should I do for professional profiling?
Should i try out 1 semester first den decide in 2nd semester?

These questions are so important that if any choosing of wrong selection, I am responsible for it. Because it narrows down what I am going to be in the future which I do not even know. There are so many people better and talented. What am i talented or rather what am I good at? what is the things that I like to do? what is my life goal? I cant even answered it. How am i going to be responsible for my life? If any of wrong direction, money and years of studying will be wasted.

After thinking abt module selection, you will think of future which is endless questions.

haiz....RP is giving me a hard time.

Getting a good grade is not easy through studying; more than it. It doesnt matter whether u understand or rather have a good presentation, a moment of playing games, it will pull your grades down.wtf lar. I had just kana it. First time leh. I serious hated tt mr. potato. I must try to read his mind to understand what he wants in each and individual, den I can get A.

Whahahahaha.

tenten pathetic life.

hmm

2006-12-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

thoughts are direct products of thinking.
thoughts are good but as they say: too many cooks spoil the broth.so sometimes thinking too much just makes things worse.however,here comes the tricky part:how when to think deeper and when not to?how,when thinking deeper would really change our life?too many thoughts just makes things more complicated.
so if u're thinking of getting together with tat girl.u shld really just try.rejections wld be tough to accept but i think it just makes u stronger,stronger in a way tat it'll make u accept reality more directly and it'll build this barrier which will protect u from emotional and physiological setbacks when some irrational teacher lashes u badly.
sometimes things are already complicated enough and more thoughts wld just make it WORSE.sigh sigh sigh.solution:take this small step back to view the bigger picture than the small jigsaw piece.only then fatalities would be lesser:a food for thought.

Trip to NP

2006-11-30T19:17:00.000+08:00

Guys i serious hope that You post something in this blog alright?

Oh yeah!!

Today I had culture, we had to analyse buildings. The process was fun. I decided to go either SP or NP and TRY to related it and who knows me and my team members went wm took pictures with the Tweety Bird. Gosh we felt like we are some indonesia maids as we were taking pictures here like some retards.

After that We went NP as I wanted to know how is their lifestyle different from me. When we reached there, we really look like some retards taking pictures here and there for our presentation. When I went in NP, I really understand or rather I finally understand what is sense of belonging. I felt so strange when I went in. I tried to ask my friends to be low profile as we were not from Np but my frenz were like complaining here and there about the facilities and a non air conditional areas.So funny.

Seriously I feel that Np do have the University feeling.

Maybe those feeling that I had is what the problem that was given to us which was we change building or building change us.

After that we rushed back to school. I only had less than 4hrs to do it for presentation. Freak!!! Yet i got questions by the faci(lecturer) till i feel like committing sucide. Imagine that you had your presentation till you pant at the end of it. At that point of time, my brain jolly stuck, I cant "smoke" through in the presentation. He asked questions like how does buildingsin NP affect students?? Since the building is not link like what our school did, is NP trying to tells people that they are educating selfish people. F***. I shld do some interview session as well...ARGHHH..OR maybe i shld jolly well pon lar and walk around in Ngee Ann poly.

I HATE That LECT!!!! DIE DIE DIE!!!!

reflections

2006-11-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

i'm back after camp.its has been one day since i've came home and i can truely say that sleeping on the hard cold and heartless floor really sucks.u really need to be really really tired to actually sleeo through the night.whoa,this goes to show how impt sleep is to me.
freaking hots girls from dsa!hot and fast too!like freaking beat the j2s in all our timings and all!whoa whoa,i wonder how many suitors will they have next year.
but next year for me will be a hectic year.so many subjects to improve with so little time 'complimenting' the laze i have to do so really retards my progress and puts me in FEAR that i'll do just as badly as promos.i guess next year's gonna be a fast and decisive year.what will stimulate me to work?
evaluative meetings after each activity is really taxing but i guess tis will improve us and analyse our mistakes.but this is so much different from scolding and especially when the team tries to do something but actually gets scolded for TRYING.i guess the aftermath of the scolding where the guys would take it in a stride but girls would sadly cry their frustrations,innocence and sometimes their anger out.it is also the aftermath that negative feedbacks abt teachers starts to 'bloom' and the bitching session actually starts.but the bitching session, i think, its kinda unhealthy for the dsa ppls.
(i love PRISON BREAK!especially WENTWORTH MILLER!he's got a good accent and the way he speaks just awes me.i want to learn the way he does so!hahaha!)

but i cant even describe to you the hotness of the dsa girl!that one particular one...

STOP,STOP,STOP,STOP

2006-11-27T14:57:00.000+08:00

Can you pls shut up?!
who cares what type of house you are staying?
STOP being cocky!
i dun gv a damm on whether if you R rich or not.
can't you just shut up and STOP opening your mouth for a moment?
i would appreciate that alot

And STOP behaving like a gu nian la.....
so wat if you have prepare alot for the problem
hey mind you.....PBL is not just about preparing and doing work
but teamwork too

keeping quiet doesnt mean i agree with you
halo! i'm jus cant be bothered...
you think you deserve an "A"?
haha....i dun think so.....
all you are capable of is crapping and bullshitting!

So, pls kindly STOP all your childish and nonsense act!

SIMPLE_LOVE

SIAN SIAN LIFE

2006-11-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

Gosh 7 more days to my holiday.

The worst thing that i had is that i had to do the bloody TCM proposal for the whatever national environment shit and a 3 day 2 night at mama beach in pula ubin learning survival skills.

Survivals skills means I have to go back to the olden days like picking up woods using stones to make fire to keep ourselves warm, plucking wild fruits and vegetables for our meals and killing frogs. Its so disgusting. Damn the bloody camp is on my first day of holiday. If it is not it will be on the class chalet day. haiz. I had no choice man!!! I am the some Game IC and the logistic for the camp.

Besides that I HAVE NOT PLAN ANYTHING FOR THE CLASS CHALET!!!..SOrry guys.But i will let u try some games that I planned okay??

ahhh sorry guys. I did not planned any class outing or some meet up during your holiday.

I can't wait to skip school.

Time flies. It seems that I had just ended my o level not long ago. It is so fast that it is going to be a year. Think of what achieve you had gain or knowledge that you have gain in this year since o level had end. If you are able to name some of it. It is good for you.

I have been passing my time blindly without noticing anything happening around me. I have been trying to get my social circle big but my friends has a bigger social circle. I have been like thinking how the hell they manage to widen their so social circle so big and wide. And guess what is the answer. They went clubbing and knowing them through friend friends not only that CCA and activities that they went and some interview. All these is what we call networking. Perspective counts too to get things done at times. That is how you will get notice and get to show your talent and your capability otherwise you will not know how long you will be get to notice for your talent.

Imagine in the future you got to handle those network so that you might have future. how tiring it will be.

You must be daring enough to voice out what you think otherwise you will easily lose out to others. In this school, Hard work doesn't pay, only courage, presentation skills and sociable skills pay. You must be able to think further step and faster then anyone, voice it out, plan and apply it.

Appearance and character that is being shown may be deceiving only work will show that true character of yours. That is what I have taught in school.

Who cares about your bloody image, if you are capable, no ones cares about how ugly you look.

I hate those stuffs. I think a simple life would be good. Like being a farmer?? haha

Anyway Reminder

CLASS CHALET

Venue: EAST COAST
Date: 15 16 17 DEC
BBQ--> 16 DEC
BLOCK D ROOM 6
edit me if i am wrong.

Please pass on this. POST in this blog and NOT TAG if you are stay for how many days and state whether you want catering or buying food ourselves.

Thank You
Tata
Posted by ten ten

baby steps

2006-11-24T22:55:00.000+08:00

hello ppls!ncz,i jus cant go on talking abt schools,as if ur school's my rival school.so please,STOP.wats more nthg interesting abt ur school to really compete in,no offense,but honestly.childish is wht i think of my nonsense.
ok,ppl,u really needa spampost this blog.its kinda boring.like give us,the class of 2005,a peek into ur hectic life.see,even 1010 can manage publishing a post despite her work.so ppls DO HE RIGHT THING!or else our blog would be like B-O-R-I-N-G.anw,its gonna be so with all my posts..
a good insight into a part of my day,part of my life.trng was the first obstacle for today.cause like WHO in the world likes trng?mayb for some hardcore ppls,but WHO?i went trng with the devil-may-care attitude as in whatever sets coach asks me to do,i'll just do it half-heartedly.LUCKILY (thank God!) there was a change in program,(phew!) but the ironic part was that my old injury blew up,and i had to rest for the set i loved so much..haha!in the end,i had to rest for this exceptional change in the trng program and settled for the later part of the program,which i detest so much.sigh!
now the next obstacle was the thought that i din have much to do during the afternns.but (thank God again!) that my bro got his (full of games) labtop out so that i could kill time playing those gore games hahah!anw,i think i was kinda luckyfor NSMW (milestones),cause i used some random car and still i completed all the milest0ne challenges.THANK GOD!hahah!
and to fill my (forever) hungry stomach, my sis made brownies.so freaking cool.this i think i muz really thank God for making it such an memorable day.
but i live to find that i din achieve this objective of mine today-to call for quotes of caterers for our j2 farewell dinner.sigh!i guess this is why our moto's the best is yet to be.i need to constantly improve myself to make good use of my time to achieve my day's objective..baby steps,and soon all will come naturally.

(anw,ncz,there's a meaning to the phrase i gave you, "who loses and who wins, who's in and who's out."figure it out!hahha!)

come into these yellow sands,and then take hands,bob

HERE COMES THE POST

2006-11-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

WHAHAha here is my another master piece of changing skin.

hmmm Soon soon soon i will design One GREAT TEMPLATE for this blog and of course mine blog.whahaha..

Shit man I cant wait to play truant. Haha

The day before I like so shock while playing mahjong cards in class with my classmates. My ex classmate told me that they studied for test. I got freak out by what she actually told me.

In fact the first time test in the 2nd semester i studied and my friends said "WHAT!!!! Are u mad!!! U actually studied. WHAT for."

Since then I did not study until I met my ex classmate again she actually told me that.=__=lll. All these while i got cheated by them. NVM anyway i did well for my presenation which can make up my tests.

YAh i got to show u this pic. i did not know our school designer would use such words.
Dont you think that fork you sound like fuck you. It is so hiliarious.

I got myself a website for my brain. share with u guys.
http://tenten'sbrain.edu.cmi.com.sg= tenten's brain education cannot make it website in singapore

FINALLY I BOUGHT MYSELF A SET OF MAHJONG CARDS. but it doesnt have chicken,mouse,worm and cat. sad

tata
1010

2006-11-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

hello ppls!another one of my very lousy english post-as if ncz can do better..
anyway, i think u can blame it on my lousy modem but i really cant find the previous posts on our new blog skin.mayb its the colour or mayb its just me or my stupid lousy modem!hmm..(anyway, i donknow how am i supposed to view this post..)
wow wow,for me this week has been very lousy and all.i have to plan for my swim camp (next monday) having be vice already(unlike ncz,which i bet he doesnt have any significant achievements except one that "I am selected for A*star")yucks to the power of infinity.(and even if he has some leadership or achievements i think that cca or whatsoever will suffer under his very own hands in the long run)people might admire or even adore him for his "achievements" but i abhor thee!having said so, i hope it'll be fun,with all the dsa people and all,taking back with them the lengendary spirit!here's this for ncz: "who loses and who wins, who's in, who's out"
talking about dsa people,today,this very special day at about 9 am,there were two appeal students who came for the swim trials.you may say that its not surprising especially in the case of my school but those two students were an item!so unbelievable!what makes it more impactful for me was that they were not from co-ed schools!wow,this i conclude that friendship knows no boundaries or "its just a small world after all" both applies i guess.
relationships-can they sustain?
anyway,i think i saw that stupid imposter walking out from west mall.i was kinda handicapped to call out to him because i was on the phone.and that imposter guy (towering me,i guess) just walked past.such a disappointment!but at the very least i got to see him(if i'm not at all wrong)imposter guy wore a black shirt with red stripes and jeans, carrying a back pack.oh dear, don tell me i've changed that much to the extent that no one recognises me?oh DEAR!!
actually,i really want to work.its more for the experience than the financial benefits that follow.i think,especially in such a competitive environment,experience would give us the competitive edge in the long run and financial benefits the short(i guess), but at the expense of time(very dilemmatic).haiya!(see this is what i mean by thoughts bring u further..)
ppls i'm kinda tired especially since after my torturing training.the best is yet to be!

with <3,bob

life

2006-11-21T12:51:00.000+08:00

ok, i shall follow the example by tagging.but before i continue i shall let everyone guess who the hell am i..hahah!

kinda lame but anyways,i shld really comment on imposters.why he whose name's thomas is taking the name of sean.i see no point in naming his very own blog in initials which spells it out to someone's name.this kinda makes u think that he's into the guy called sean and makes you feel very awkward especially since you have spent almost 2yrs as class mates.anyway, i'm just kinda curious what the name of his blog is.how can this name make up my initials.it is either that the guy whose name's thomas made it so or it just happened by chance.but considering the latter, it will happen at a much lesser, what i call chance, after reading and completing a book on STALKING! people may get desperate and try various ways and means to include someone he or she admires into their life.hahah!

also,the post that ncz posted kinda linked to the previous on stalking.see i think there's this guy in JJ who likes ncz(as in from my understanding) and this's making him feel very disturb,kinda like he's feeling watched at very point of his life, much to the point even when he's bathing!strangers can grow into friends, who can grow into good or best friends or just someone impt in your life but in order for this to happen both party must kinda have a mutual agreement, which happens without actual acknowledgement.(its not contradicting, its more of a paradox-you would have to experience it yourself to fully understand it!)but in the case of ncz, i think its more of a one sided agreement.you can take it both ways, either sad or happy. sad, cause only one party accepts the next level of friendship,however it also spells the very end of the friendship, which brings us to the happy side.since ncz's kinda irritated and bothered by him, it should end before any thing bad happens. ncz should really pluck up his courage to tell that him how you feel PERSONALLY.

coming to this point i feel like a counsellor!hahah!but whatever whatevers!

this kinda brought me to tink abt friends. i've been thinking so, if friends soon becomes husbands or wives i think its a great thing. you can share the rest of your life with the very person you love.this i fully admire!but i've been thinking deeper, as in into the lives of those who remain single, who will they have for company and to lead the rest of your life with?friends you say, but i say they must have their own lives to live and just cannot remain with you throughout your life and they cannot be there whenever you need them. i don know whether there's a conclusion to this but how will people who are single going to surive this world?being alone is living through world war 3. being alone for the rest of your life without friends is much worse than ww3, i think piercing yourself with one million needles is better off living alone.

during this holidays,consolidate the very friendships which made you survive the past 17 yrs of our lives.this may help us to not only strengthen our friendship bonds but also, who knows, you may be piercing needles into your bodies with your friends!

hahah, i just wanna say this to seb that: kisses owned will be paid in full with extra touch of lubricant.

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release of thoughts

2006-11-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

Aiyah!! why nobody wants to post anything here!!!! tag and tag. post something ma. i shall set a good example.

aiyah aniway i wondered why school are so boring. It is so boring till the extend that i feel like feel like killing myself and jabot school. HOWEVER...I must retrain myself from doing that.. arghhh.. im allow to proclaim myself from having 2weeks of hoilday only. so I must use it carefully.

My school is full of people who are damn good at acting for daily grades and backstabber. So what I am good at it too okie people. I love to backstabbed people who treat me like diamond when i am in needd and treat me like a grass when i am not in need. sad to said I have learnt that tactic too. Now I am good at acting and backstabbed in front of faciliatator alright. Needless to said about my presentation skills (I am good at it too), if i want to do better than U people i would sure do fare better. If you doing harsh things to me,of coz i would do it back to u if I want to. This is to one of the few BITch and son of bitch that i know. STOP CUTTING WHAT I SAID AND STOP TALKing TO me as if u ArE ENTERTAINING ME!! FU** U.At least give me a reason why u are not putting my opinion in the presentation rite ass.

YEah!! NExt week I AM FREE!!!! NO MORE MEETINGS!! NO MORE STAYING BACK IN SCHOOL!!! YEAH!! yipee.

I am just moodless since the start of today lesson. FU*k no smile no laughter no noise from me. I think this will go on till the end of school.F**K when can i regain my haha gong.

done with mine scolding and etc.

Ps this cannot be said in my blog coz it is a sensitive issue. I apologize for the words that I used here.

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2006-11-13T11:02:00.000+08:00

Welcome.

I will send u ppl the pass and user or u can come ask me.

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